A beautiful conversion.

For countless times I've fought the battle of my feelings for you.
Denied the feelings I have for you.
I've tried to justify why we cannot be,
Instead of looking for reasons why we can be.

We can be together.
And we will be.
Just not now cause I have to deal with battles within me.

In the mean time I'll settle for late night calls.
I'll settle for morning texts.
And occasional cuddles in bed.

I know who I'm in bed with.

My eyes are set on a woman I appreciate.

A woman who is rich in love,
And shares that with me.
The conversations we have often get deep,
Mostly before we sleep.
And sometimes the conversations don't end in sleep.

This is the beauty of a friendship that grows.
Grows between seasons and phases.
Now it has changed and,
We are now talking about where we will be.
With kisses in between.

This transition is often confusing.

I have asked myself if this was an illusion.
Prayer has ended in tears cause we both seek for answers.
Maybe the question has already been answered.

Maybe the feeling of ease is the answer.

Love does not have to take your breath away to be love.
Your heart may skip a beat from time to time.
The stars might align.

Where my heart belongs is not a mystery when I look into your eyes.
My heart is yours...
As soon as lick my wounds and heal.

I wrote this with you in mind.
And when I did my bed felt lonely without you at the time.
It's funny how a single bed can made for two.
Isn't that beautiful??

Sharing something simple yet special with great ease.
These are the moments I cherish.
The moments I'll yearn for after a long day.
I'd muster all the energy to see my friend in an apron, to give her a kiss cause she will be more than that.

I'd be peace at that moment
When I can look at her and smile.
And whole heartedly know that the stars have aligned in my favour.